Oh man oh man I am so tired, tired all the time and I just want to sleep. Sadly though, there are lots of math tests to take and music appreciation tests to take and essay questions to write and dietary analyses (is that even a word?) to do, ugh. I hate school, I think I forgot while I was away just how horrible it can get for me but I remember now, I can’t imagine doing this for even another semester. Miranda has hope that it will be better when she’s studying the things she cares about and the things she really wants to immerse herself in but I don’t have that hope. I just want to do something, something that doesn’t require me to sit in classrooms being taught how to think, that doesn’t make me drag myself out of bed in the morning and ignore the birds and the sun so I can force myself to class. I hate this.
Also I’ve been sick, finally went to the doctor on Monday and found out … pretty much nothing. Haha I am a medical marvel and the doctor asked lots of irrelevant questions, stumbled over her words and prescribed some medicine that doesn’t even seem to have anything to do with my symptoms. But I do feel better now, a little, except for this lingering exhaustion for no apparent reason. I’m not anemic like everyone thought so go figure, I don’t even know. I lie down to read and fall asleep, sit down to write and fall asleep, try to force myself to study and fall asleep. And I sleep at night, lots of sleep but never quite enough. I guess it’ll probably work itself out and I intend to use this weekend for books and relaxing and sleep.
I ordered three more books, must stop stop stop. I was feeling especially horrible and wanted to make myself feel better and guess what. It worked. I got The Rose and the Beast and Dangerous Angels by Francesca Lia Block, and The Little Prince by Antoine de Saint-Exupéry. Now I just have to get through scanning them. Yay I love books! I can drown in the words of Francesca Lia Block and enjoy lovely French kid lit and honestly, I can’t think of a better way to spend my weekend. Yes I am a nerd and a social recluse and I am very happy. 
Anyway that’s all. Miranda and I are going to Parkview for a blood drive Tuesday and I need to make up for my BCM/gym withdrawal and I love Chelsea, she’s the cutest ever and texts me even though I hardly ever answer her and. Life is pretty okay, minor drama aside. Oh and, the Hannah Montana movie is driving me crazy and I don’t even think it’s out yet and That ’70’s Show is amazing. End.
